What you see is not me...

I always try so hard, but that just gets me nowhere.

I want to do this right, but sometimes it's just unfair.

What if I quit trying, what will happen then?

What if I stop calling, will you look back again?

I feel like I can't win; life's just leading me astray.

Then I look into your eyes and my troubles melt away.

Your worth the effort. Your worth the pain. Even if you don't understand.

Everything I'd go through, just to hold your hand.

One day I know you'll see, I'm worth the stress I cause,

but until you stop and notice me you'll only see my flaws.

Inspiration

Inspiring words they haunt my dreams,
wiring through my thought.
Inspiring fears they  throw me around,
from lessons I was never taught.

Inspiring wisdom whispers to me,
from painful lives ago.
Inspiring my own words today,
tossing them to and fro.

Let inspiration run its course,
let it sail from your soul.
But when it comes and says your name,
it will always have control.

Stop Look Listen

Stop, look, listen
wait, sit, stare.
All this running around
is getting us nowhere.

Like a message in a bottle
unseen it will remain,
but this fast moving world
is driving me insane.

Let's just take a breath
try to slow our roll,
take a minute to reflect on
what's beneath our own soul.

Let's clean out the closet
remove this heart full of doubt.
Why not get out shit together
and find out what this life's truly about?

Stop, look, listen
wait, sit, stare.
All these meaningless words
why the hell would you even care?

That's the problem with people
they just don't give a fuck.
They try lives on for sizes
and rely on their own stupid luck.

Well newsflash world
your life's about to end.
So what do you think you'll do now?
Do you even have a single friend?

So stop, look and listen
just wait and you'll see
that while all of you are caged
I'm the only one free.

My remix of Kids by MGMT

Hope you guys enjoy this one... sorry the sound quality isn't great, but I do what I can lol

Lyrics to Let Our Troubles Go...

I figured you guys didn't have the lyrics and you ought to...

I'll sit here, stayin up all night
Look out my window into broad day light
Oh no... let my troubles go.

Like little kids dancin in the pouring rain
Fears all gone they throw off their shame
Oh oh.... They let their troubles go.

I'll stop here, got no one to blame
Just stay here and catch another train
Oh no... Let my troubles go.

I get lost in your beauty and your hapiness
I lay here in bed I can't get no rest
Oh no... can't let my troubles go.

Insecurity's my middle name
Don't look back for you it's the same
Oh no... let's find some place to go.

Some place where, troubles don't grow
Some one there, will teach us to know.
To let our troubles go.

Let them fly away sent out with no care
evaporate, into thin air
oh no no.... let our troubles go.

New SHTUFF xP

So today I bought the new Beats Pro by Dr. Dre head phones... they're like 400 bucks, but they'll allow me to record stuff on my keyboard more easily :P how awesome is that!?

Blameful Brain

My heart is sad
my brain confused
I'll shut it all down
I've got nothing to lose

The words on this paper
are drowning me out
the lies that are spoken
show me nothing but doubt

So point out the way
just don't lie again
don't push me away
just hold it all in

If you want me to leave
I'll leave like before
leave my heart far behind
leave it smashed on this floor

Blood red stains
they cover my past
but just like my heart
they never will last

So make up your mind
I’m done with this game
heart ready to hear
mind ready to blame

I'm Fictionless

It's so easy for you to resist, 
because I'm so fictionless.

Unlike a drawing in book,
I have a heart; the one you took

I took a chance- out on a limb
but you're chasing after him.

but really he isn't real
he's got no soul; no heart to heal

You don't know what could be yours
because your too busy hiding behind open doors

Come out of your fictional mind
because fictional eyes will make you blind.

Some lyrics... If Love is an Ocean

If life is a river then I want to swim,
If love is an ocean then I'm jumping in.
I know that you're nervous, but it's trial and error.
Take my hands and with the swallows we'll fly.

Well our path's like a jungle it's dark and unknown
but please don't be troubled because you're never alone.
Don't be scared. I'll always be here.

I always try so hard,
but that only get so far.
So reach out and take my hand
and together we will rise.

So life's like a river and I'm gunna swim
love's like an ocean and I'm diving in.
Who cares about doubts just throw them away.
Take my hands and with the swallows we'll fly.

Let's start things off simple...

This is my newest creation. It's a sucky quality video; also it's a video of a recording of a recording lol. The song is titled, "Let Our Troubles Go" enjoy :3

About Me and This Blog

Hey everyone, this blog is going to pretty much contains lyrics, poems, and songs that I write. I'll try to upload videos as well. Feel free to let me know what you think of stuff, and nothing is off topic xP

About me... well let's start out simple, I'm 18 years old, I live in Northwest Montana, and my passion in life is music. I took piano lessons for 11 years, alto-sax lessons for 4, and have taught myself the guitar and ukulele. I try to sing, but i'm not great lol Anyways, I try to keep myself rounded, so growing up I participated in a lot of sports as well as plays and other stuff like that. If you have any questions or want to know anything else... let me know! xD